I’m born and bred in Hull. We’ve never moved far at all! We’ve been living here now for the last 60 odd years. I smoked but I’ve given up smoking for quite a while!

It was just like an ordinary cold; I just couldn’t get rid of the cough and that’s all it was. And then they sent me for the x-rays and that. They saw this little dot on my lung but that was it.

I said, “oh, at my age doesn’t it matter”, and I thought, I am nearly ready for going - I didn’t realise I was going to live for nearly ten more years!

I’ve never had chemotherapy, didn’t have any at all. They sent me to see a doctor up at Castle Hill about the therapy and he said, “it’s not necessary, you don’t need it”.

So, I said, “I could kiss you for that!”

And he said, “OH NO, don’t!”

I think this is what the problem is half the time, when people know that there is something wrong with them and they start dwelling on it and hear about people like so-and-so. You think, ‘am I going to be like that?’ And I think that’s what gets you down, it worries you more.

The grandchildren come. The little girl, Kacey, she calls it a ‘sleepover’ on a Saturday. She comes and I help to show her how to do baking and stuff like that. She’s so full of energy! I say, “I just hope I can stay alive long enough to see you get married m’lady!”

“I just thought, better to be safe than sorry…”

From being 21, I joined the R.A.F and obviously a part of being in the air force is keeping yourself fit and active. I played lots of sport rugby, football, basketball, cricket, athletics. I represented the air force at rugby and at basketball.

I’ve done quite a lot of walking over the last couple of years. Despite this knee, we’ve done major long-distance walks. The last one that we did was at Cleveland Way; we ended up doing a climb called Roseberry Topping. It’s a hill that comes up to a point and you can see it from miles around and we did this particular part of the walk. As we got to the top of the hill, my partner Sarah said to me, ‘your breathing’s not right, it sounds different’.

‘Well,’ I said, ‘it would be, we just climbed a hill. It’s tough’. So, she says, ‘No, it sounds different to normal, I know when you’re breathing heavy and your breathing’s not as it normally is. It sounds strange, it’s not what you would normally expect’.

‘Plus,’ she said, ‘you don’t seem to be moving as freely’.

Anyway, a couple of days later I had a slight tickly cough and found a tiny spec of blood in what I coughed up and not wanting to believe that there was anything wrong I thought, that it is just something or nothing. A couple of days later I had another tickly cough incident and I coughed again and this time three tiny specs of blood and at that point I just thought, maybe it’s time to get it checked out.

In the past, perhaps I might not have bothered the doctors or gone to the doctors, but I have known people who have had cancer and blood and coughing things up, so I just thought better to be safe than sorry. That’s when I went to the doctors and, sure enough, they referred me to Castle Hill to see the lung function specialist there and that’s when we started on this road to finding out I got lung cancer.

I went for my initial meeting with the lung function specialist on the 18^th October, so we are talking 16 days after. I just sat down and said, ‘would you please tell me what’s happening?’

And he said, ‘well, unfortunately, we have to tell you that the C.T. scans showed that you have a tumour.’

When I was in the air force particularly I was encouraged like most of the men in the forces - in fact not just men in the forces, men in general - that talking about your emotions isn’t something that men do. We are brought up as children not to cry, not to share our emotions.

The fact that I have so many people in my support network of people I work with and people that live within the community, talking to more and more people about how you feel seems to have helped me cope much, much better with the last however many months that we have been coping with this and because of their support, there is no doubt that I’m much stronger and a much more positive person and I don’t know whether I would be if I hadn’t talked as often and as much as I did to a wide range of people.

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